The Last Day of Winter? by Blademaster777, literature
Literature
The Last Day of Winter?
This long, cold winter, deepest dawn,
Now I head toward the morn,
I fear false light, I must away,
Else I fail another day,
The rising sun, it warms my soul,
As I move toward my goal,
Now my eyes behold the glory,
Shall this be my victory?
Forever will she be dear to my heart,
The angelic creature haunting my dreams,
My heart aches every second we're apart,
But my pain will last forever it seems.
Exquisite lady in heart, mind and soul,
Beholding her glory makes my heart sing,
Just having her nearby makes me feel whole,
But also the pain does her presence bring.
Love unrequited is my special hell,
But I would not give it up if I could,
For she has bettered me, that I can tell,
If I could do it again then I would.
Inadequate are words for how I feel,
Though I want her to know this is real.
I'll not surrender, not retreat,
I'll hold until I taste defeat,
I shall not move from where I stand,
Till death does take me by the hand,
Should I falter, should I fail,
My brothers left shall tell the tale,
Of how I faced towards our foe,
And went where mortal man can't know.
The Soul's Challenge by Blademaster777, literature
Literature
The Soul's Challenge
I sit in contemplatinon,
In this quiet meditation,
Feeling all I am become so clear.
I fear I'm going under,
As my pain tears me asunder,
And deep within my soul I start to fear.
I must continue moving
Although every step is proving,
That this challenge is the greatest I have known.
Defeat draws ever nearer,
My end becomming clearer,
I cannot face this challenge all alone.
I'm feeling far to weak,
Acting far to meek,
And hating all this doubt within my soul.
I thought I saw a light,
A chance to end my plight,
But I can still get nowhere near my goal.
I search within my mind,
Praying just to find,
A simple answer there to a
Deep down inside I feel a chill,
Though the sun outside is baking,
It holds me while it saps my will,
In a cage of my own making.
Here I float, empty, incomplete,
In a void without emotion,
Thoughts of love making me replete,
Are another foolish notion.
This prison I have come to hate,
For whilst it holds me from the light,
I cry and scream at such a fate,
But only walls can hear my plight.
Can I gain the freedom I crave,
When all I can do is be brave?
The Last Day of Winter? by Blademaster777, literature
Literature
The Last Day of Winter?
This long, cold winter, deepest dawn,
Now I head toward the morn,
I fear false light, I must away,
Else I fail another day,
The rising sun, it warms my soul,
As I move toward my goal,
Now my eyes behold the glory,
Shall this be my victory?
Forever will she be dear to my heart,
The angelic creature haunting my dreams,
My heart aches every second we're apart,
But my pain will last forever it seems.
Exquisite lady in heart, mind and soul,
Beholding her glory makes my heart sing,
Just having her nearby makes me feel whole,
But also the pain does her presence bring.
Love unrequited is my special hell,
But I would not give it up if I could,
For she has bettered me, that I can tell,
If I could do it again then I would.
Inadequate are words for how I feel,
Though I want her to know this is real.
I'll not surrender, not retreat,
I'll hold until I taste defeat,
I shall not move from where I stand,
Till death does take me by the hand,
Should I falter, should I fail,
My brothers left shall tell the tale,
Of how I faced towards our foe,
And went where mortal man can't know.
The Soul's Challenge by Blademaster777, literature
Literature
The Soul's Challenge
I sit in contemplatinon,
In this quiet meditation,
Feeling all I am become so clear.
I fear I'm going under,
As my pain tears me asunder,
And deep within my soul I start to fear.
I must continue moving
Although every step is proving,
That this challenge is the greatest I have known.
Defeat draws ever nearer,
My end becomming clearer,
I cannot face this challenge all alone.
I'm feeling far to weak,
Acting far to meek,
And hating all this doubt within my soul.
I thought I saw a light,
A chance to end my plight,
But I can still get nowhere near my goal.
I search within my mind,
Praying just to find,
A simple answer there to a
Deep down inside I feel a chill,
Though the sun outside is baking,
It holds me while it saps my will,
In a cage of my own making.
Here I float, empty, incomplete,
In a void without emotion,
Thoughts of love making me replete,
Are another foolish notion.
This prison I have come to hate,
For whilst it holds me from the light,
I cry and scream at such a fate,
But only walls can hear my plight.
Can I gain the freedom I crave,
When all I can do is be brave?
Endless circles surround me.
The way we talk,
the way we move,
always ending where we started.
We're never any closer
but we don't dare move further away.
I speak and you don't hear me.
And you say nothing so I can't know,
will never know.
So I am nowhere,
and we go nowhere.
Duelists' circling and never crossing blades,
A waltz around the dancing floor,
Circles within circles
always circles with no end
My silence is not rejection
My silence is fear you will find out
Fear that you will know
Fear that you will reject me
Not a day goes by that I don't wonder
Not a day passes without a thought of you
Wondering what it would be like to hold your hand
Wondering what it would be like to curl up in your arms
Is it too much?
Is it too quick?
I barely know you
I barely know me
Dreaming about what it would be like
Dreaming of your lips on mine
Thinking how wonderful it could be
Thinking how easily you could break me
You could set me free
You could show me a whole new world
Looking for something magical
Looking for something wonderfu
Look me in the eye and deny it.
Go on and try it.
I'll wait.
Search my eyes.
Look long and deep.
search the shadows as the creep
across the dark recesses
because anyone's guess is
as good as mine
when they ask me why.
Search the sunbeams,
and the broken dreams.
Sift through the pieces
Left lying in the creases
of the folds across my mind field.
Watch your step.
It's a long way down
Look deeper inside
Each little cranny I used to hide
Each fortress and parapet
Way down as deep as you can get
in castles and moats
and little sail boats
skipping across the bay.
Look in my eyes and say
"You're wrong."
Because it's al
Not a word was spoken
the gentle hush heavy with meaning
while the onlookers looked on
And he didn't have to say "I'm sorry"
She never had to say "I know"
they both stood there saying everything
He never said "I wish I loved you"
She didn't say, "I wish you cared."
they had no need for words
And as he turned away she didn't say "Come back!"
And as she walked away he didn't see
the single tear that said "I love you"
And as they went their separate ways
Each knew in their heart that though they'd said everything
No one said a word.
Every time he makes you cry
this feeling between you and I
grows stronger.
And somehow I cant help but feel
that your feelings for him can not be real
I cant take it much longer
Why do you find shelter in my arms
but still fall for his asinine charms?
Cant you hear my heart breaking?
But most likely its better off this way.
What is it youd have me say?
As if I could while shaking
So it will remain unsaid
save all the lies that youve been fed
friend to you Ill be.
Yet maybe youll see the light,
maybe Ill give up this fight,
I hope one day youll see
See me
I'm standing here on weary feet,
Unwilling to accept defeat,
With courage, and a blade in hand,
I now await my final stand,
Though many come, they all shall meet,
With no surrender, no retreat.
Current Residence: Brisbane, Qld, Australia Favourite genre of music: Metal Personal Quote: Focus upon your opponants destiny, bring it unto him on the end of one perfect cut. - Kakita - L5R
Favourite Movies
Shall We Dance
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Metallica
Favourite Writers
Raymond E. Feist
Tools of the Trade
Emotion, Feeling
Other Interests
Poetry, Writing, Sport, 3D CGI, Web Development, Programming, Games Programming
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The search for perfection is a difficult on. Maybe even unachievable.
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♥To every guy that said, "You're beautiful"
♥To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her
♥To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down.
♥To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls
♥To every guy that said he would die for her.
♥To every guy that really would.
♥To every guy that did what she wanted to die for
♥To every guy that cried in front of her...
♥To every guy that she cried in front of...
♥To every guy that holds hands with her.
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